EOY if finally over!
well, i must say, i did better than i expected to, although its not an impressive sheet of results. i feel blessed enough to have achieved it.=)
after coach's talk to me i'm so freaking determined to get into a jc below 10pts.
well, to start with, at least i have a goal.
Nope, i dun wanna go into the school through track.
i wanna fully rely on my academic skills.
i believe i can do it!=)
but i will need to put everythin else aside=)
track stuff has been frustrating me recently,
as a captain,sometimes i feel like i fail to do my job well.
no wonder the team is in such a state now.
in the process of praying hard though, god is by my side=)
Friends?
seems so fake to me sometimes,
best friends seem further apart than good friends.
the word "trust" no longer exist in my dictionary.
all i will and is able to rely on is god alone.
this is the greatest comfort to my life.
i need to find myself..
i need to plan my future..
i need fill my empty heart with hope again...
i need to change..
i need you,God to come back into my life like how u did in the past..
fill me with ur blessings once again all the way up to the brim.
god bless all.
