LAST...

 Last extra lesson! like finally..

 This is a creation i made adding all the left over chemicals =X haha!

like coke sweet. o.o

 had dinner like cousins and family, in a 40-yr-old restaurant that was said by my aunt that they've been here pretty often by my grandpa when they were young.

 this is nonsense, pictures from camera phone sucks.

I WANT MY DSLR!

enjoy and get jealous haha for the following.

 LOL

TOP VIEW OF THE PLACE

 Wearing wages so i look tall =) hehe!

anw, i went tuition today and came across this again! the completed work! =) wowowowowow!

i've been reflecting recently, i guess i've really been a bad person.

ah, no matter wad, god always put me in a situation such that i MUST do wadever it is to remain a 'Holy' person.

seriously ALWAYS. 

ever since young, he challenges me in so many ways.

to prevent my nose from sticking up too high into the sky.

whenever i become "BAD" he throws in things to make sure i humble up or wad-so-ever.

which is good i guess, a blessing.

if not for that i might be a mega cruel and nasty person.

that only care about myself.

i guess i would without all those things he challenges me.

i often complain to god how miserable life is that he put me through especially emotionally.

and i really dun think i deserve it. I'm guessing he has something big later in life for me den if i accomplish the challenges.

i used to think, everytime u hear things like becoming a pastor, missionary, or worship team or something, i'll go like, eeyer, i'll never do it in my life.

but now i've yet to look at it differently , 

although NOT pastor though, i'm not tt holy and stuff yet.

but the other two seem appealing.

i just wanna spend my life worshiping god. 

i want the people around me to feel the love of you lord Jesus, and come with me and know u more.

i really dunno what my life would be in another 5 years, and i'm still unsure of my future.

i screwed up my life.

i notice the change in me alr. i know i'm becoming worse than become and i dun seem to be able to reach god. 

i wish that all distractions will be gone. everything. 

BTW, here are some things i promised myself i'll NEVER do since young around kindergarten:

1.  smoke -( so far no, and never planning to) to me i hate the smell
2. Dye my hair- ( there's no need for tt so far :> though i get mistaken at 
3. Wear contact lens- ( i was afraid and disgusted to see ppl put it in, but i did it in the end anyway.) couldn't imagine o.o 

cant think of anythin at this time now, but i'm very sure i got a lot to share.

post again soon!=)

god bless all! ( rmb to leave me a greeting and click on the nuffnang ad:> ) thank u kind soul.