okay, had a bad day yesterday. having all my "lovely day" planned out and ruined.

luckily, i could always count on liana to brighten up my day=)

haha! went shopping with her yesterday!

totally forgotten all my worries and wad-so-ever!

anyway, lessons are on everyday! i rushed to school and chased after the bus today thinking that i was late.

in actual fact, i was early by an hour.

silly me! :/

its okay=) there are sillier ppl in my class that came at 8 thinking that there was math class! =) haha! 

im not sure y the pictures are all so blur, hai anyway, tt was doris' birthday =)

i must say im kinda proud of myself for tt shoe i designed for her hehe!=)

cos it was made with love.

god bless all! :)

Update!

 

EOY if finally over!

well, i must say, i did better than i expected to, although its not an impressive sheet of results. i feel blessed enough to have achieved it.=)

after coach's talk to me i'm so freaking determined to get into a jc below 10pts.

well, to start with, at least i have a goal.

Nope, i dun wanna go into the school through track.

i wanna fully rely on my academic skills.

i believe i can do it!=)

but i will need to put everythin else aside=)

track stuff has been frustrating me recently,

as a captain,sometimes i feel like i fail to do my job well.

no wonder the team is in such a state now.

 in the process of praying hard though, god is by my side=)

Friends?

seems so fake to me sometimes,

best friends seem further apart than good friends.

                                 

the word "trust" no longer exist in my dictionary.

all i will and is able to rely on is god alone.

this is the greatest comfort to my life.

i need to find myself.. 

i need to plan my future..

i need fill my empty heart with hope again...

i need to change..

i need you,God to come back into my life like how u did in the past..

fill me with ur blessings once again all the way up to the brim.

god bless all.

Famine camp 2010

okay... i manage to find some videos regarding the famine camp in june this year =) 

well... can u spot syahidah and i in the video on top? =)

 well... spot shiny, anissya and syafiq in this one on top=)

Spot sue in this video on top!=) and this video in freaking hilarious! see the part 4:20 onwards ! hahah!

this video has anissya's big face! =D

haha!

hope it helps u know more about the famine camp we've been talking about...

not much handsome guys and hot babes in the video though... =) dun sad!

god bless all!=)

Yog etc.

 

soon had history passed, and the 1st ever yog games over...

had a great day at the Youth Olympics Village

=)

then, we got a chance to watch the athletics finals=) 

ahh! the people there so muscular and slim!

ookay... =) was a weird experience there as our $10 seats did not get us tt much of a satisfaction of the view .... anyway i felt so honored to have ran on the very same tracks as those that seem to have achieved much more than i do. like hey dudes, here's the track we used to suffer on. 

and like hey babes, rmb how we got our first national medal here? =)

ahh... all good things will come to an end eventually.=)

so far, nothin in the world proves to me to last. 

the lighted candle will melt and the fire will die off, and all that remains are the disfigured wax of the candle.

the flowers will bloom,fragrant it might be, but not for long.soon it will wither and fall off the plant, decaying into the dark surface of earth.

the kites would fly up so high, but how high and how long would it last at that peek? it'll come down eventually, or lost forever and never found.

so what is there to rely on is only left with god isn't it?

he will never turn his back on you no matter what happens.

even when ure about to die etc.

thats all for now=)

god bless all.