Update!

 

EOY if finally over!

well, i must say, i did better than i expected to, although its not an impressive sheet of results. i feel blessed enough to have achieved it.=)

after coach's talk to me i'm so freaking determined to get into a jc below 10pts.

well, to start with, at least i have a goal.

Nope, i dun wanna go into the school through track.

i wanna fully rely on my academic skills.

i believe i can do it!=)

but i will need to put everythin else aside=)

track stuff has been frustrating me recently,

as a captain,sometimes i feel like i fail to do my job well.

no wonder the team is in such a state now.

 in the process of praying hard though, god is by my side=)

Friends?

seems so fake to me sometimes,

best friends seem further apart than good friends.

                                 

the word "trust" no longer exist in my dictionary.

all i will and is able to rely on is god alone.

this is the greatest comfort to my life.

i need to find myself.. 

i need to plan my future..

i need fill my empty heart with hope again...

i need to change..

i need you,God to come back into my life like how u did in the past..

fill me with ur blessings once again all the way up to the brim.

god bless all.